BythetimeMulanpulledBlackWindtoastopfortheday,shehadalmostforgottenaboutthebird.MakingasmallfireatthebaseofanenormoussleepingBuddhastatue,sheheateduponeofthelastbitsofriceshehadandatethemorsels.Innotimehermealwasover,andwithhungerstillgnawingatherbelly,shecrawledintothelargeopenpalmoftheBuddhaandlaydown,shiveringbeneathherthinblanket.Above,shesawthestarstwinklinginthesky.Mulansighed.Shehadspentsomanynightslookingatthesamestarsfromherownbed,wishingforanadventure,forachancetogetoutofhervillage.
Butnowthatshewasgone,shewishedmorethananythingtogobackhome.Pullingtheblanketupfarther,shewhisperedgoodnighttoBlackWindandclosedhereyes.Exhaustiontookoverandshequicklyfellasleep??.??.??.soshewasnotawaketoseethestrange-lookingbirdcollapseontothegroundbyherside.
ButMulandidspotthebirdthenextdayassheandBlackWindmadetheirwayalongasnowymountainpass.Herteethchatteringwithcold,shehunchedasclosetoBlackWind’sneckasshecould,buteventhelargehorseprovidedlittlewarmth.Astheycamearoundabendinthepass,Mulan’seyesnarrowed.
Thebirdwasback.
Shiveringsoviolentlythatthefewfeathersithadfelloff,andwithbeakchattering,thebirdstoodinthemiddleofthesnowypass.ItappearedtobetryingtoblockMulan’sway.“You,”Mulansaid,pullingBlackWindtoahalt.“Whatdoyouwant?”
Thebirdletoutasadsquawk.
Dismounting,Mulanapproachedthebird.Closeup,thecreaturewasevenmoreunfortunate-looking.Mulanfeltsad.Thebirdwassicklyandpathetic.Buttherewasalsosomethingfamiliaraboutit.Andastubbornnessinthebird’seyesmadeitseemstrongerthanitsmolting,skinnybodywouldsuggest.
“Please,”Mulansaid,thistimehervoicegentle,“moveaside.”
Thebirddidnotmove.
Sighing,Mulanliftedherfootandtriedtonudgethebird.Tohersurprise,herfootwasmetwithresistance.Forsuchaweakthing,thebirdwassurprisinglystrong.Mulanpushedharder.Thebirdstilldidnotmove.Lettingoutashout,Mulanpushedoncemore.Thistimeshemanagedtoedgethebirdoffthepathandclosetowherethepassdroppedoff.
MulangrabbedBlackWind’sreinsandledhimpastthebird.Shelookedoverhershoulderandsawthatthebirdwasstillstandingthere,watchingthemgo.ThesameoddsenseofsadnesswashedoverMulan,andforamoment,shethoughtaboutgoingbackforthebird.Butthensheshookherhead.Shedidn’tneedanymorebaggageandshedefinitelydidn’tneedasicklybirdslowingherdown.
Mulandidnotthinkshecouldgoon.ThelastofherricehadrunoutadaybeforeandbothsheandBlackWindwereweakenedwithhunger.Leavingthemountainsbehind,shesatslumpedinhersaddle,thereinslooseassheletBlackWindmakehisownpath.
ThesunwasjustbeginningtosinktowardthehorizonwhenMulancaughtsightofatowninthedistance.Shesatupalittlestraighter,herstomachrumblinginanticipation.Reliefflickeredinherheart.BlackWindsawthetown,too,andhisfootstepsquickened.Bythetimetheyapproachedtheoutskirtsofthetown,hewascanteringandMulanwassmiling.
ButhersmilefadedasshegotoffBlackWindandwalkedhimthroughthenewtown.Everyfaceshesawwasthatofastranger.Theeyesthatfollowedherweredarkandsuspicious.Shehadneverknownanyvillagebutherown.Shehadnevermetstrangers.Nowshewassurroundedbythem.
TyingBlackWindtoapostoutsidetheonlytaverninthetown,Mulangavehimapat.“Wishmeluck,”shewhispered.Thebighorsenickeredandthenbumpedherwithhisheadtowardthedoorsofthetavern.Takingadeepbreath,Mulanwalkedinside.
Theroomwasdarkandsmoky,filledwiththesmellofroastedmeat,ale,anddirtymen.Mulankeptherheaddown,herheartthumpingloudlyinherchest.Scanningtheroomfrombeneathloweredlids,shespottedasmalltableatthefarend.Shemadeherwayoverandslumpedontothechair.Ifshecouldhavemadeherselfinvisible,shewouldhave.Butthenshewouldn’tgetfood.
Suddenly,thelargeburlyinnkeeperappearednexttothetable,eyescoldandarmscrossedoverhischest.Whilehewasaninnkeeperandthereforemadehislivingfromservingstrangers,hecertainlydidn’tseemtolikethem.“Wehavenoodleswithporkorporkwithnoodles,”hesaidwithagrunt.
Mulannodded,nottrustingherselftospeak.“Thatayes?”theinnkeeperasked.
“Yes,”Mulansaid,tryingtokeephervoicedeepandlowlikeaman’s.
Theinnkeeperdidn’tmove.Hekeptstandingthere,lookingdownatMulan.Mulanshrankfurtherintoherarmor.Shehadtoldhimwhatshewanted.Whywasn’theleaving?Shedaredanotherlookatthebigman.
“Paybeforeyoueat,”hesaid,holdingouthishand.
Right.Money.Itwasaninnfulloftravelers.Ofcoursethemanwoulddemandpaymentupfront.Therewasjustateenytinyproblem.Shedidn’texactlyhavemoney,notinthetraditionalsense.Keepingherheaddown,shereachedintoherbagandpulledoutasmallclothpouch.Shehandedittotheinnkeeper.
“Whatisthis?”heasked,lookingdownatthepouch,whichlookedevensmallerinhishugehands.
“Tea,”Mulansaid.
Theinnkeeperraisedonebushyeyebrow.“Well,thismustbemyluckyday,”hesaid.Then,turningtotherestoftheroom,hecalledout,“Thesoldierwantstopaywithtea!”
Theroomeruptedincruellaughter.
“It’sallthatIhave,”Mulanprotested,knowingtheexcusesoundedweak.
Theinnkeepershookhishead.“No,”hesaid.“Youhavemorethanthat.Yoursword,forinstance.”Henoddedattheweaponrestingatherside.“Yourarmor.Ihearyouhaveahandsomehorseoutside.Tradeallthreeandyoucaneatlikeanemperorforayear.”
Mulan’sskingrewclammyandherheartpoundedagainstherchest.Shehadthoughtshe’dkeptalowprofile,butclearlythisman,andtheotherpatrons,hadobservedherfromthemomentshe’darrived.TheyhadnotedherweaponsandBlackWind.Shefeltvery,veryafraid.Whatiftheytriedtorobher?
Thesoundsoflaughter—atherexpense—filledtheroom.Mulanlookedatthefacesofthestrangersandsawnocompassionorsympathyinanyofthem.Thefeelingoffeargrewstronger.Gettingtoherfeet,Mulangrabbedherthings—andthetea—andrushedoutofthetavern.
JumpinguponBlackWind’sback,sheurgedhimintoarun.Shewouldjusthavetowaituntiltheygottothenexttowntoeat.Herstomachrumbledangrily.Hopefully,itwouldn’tbetoofaraway.